...even at a booster meeting!
These past few months have been difficult. It's hard and painful to go through changes in your life. I never realized how dark depression was until a few months ago. I've experienced depression in the past but this time it was different. Not sure if it was my current "shituation" (thank you Sharon Lee Zapata) or the letting go of who I was, or who I thought I was. Thank God, I'm coming out of it! What's gotten me through this time is definitely prayer, hope, support and inspiration. I'm a work in progress, we all are. One of the biggest blessings has been the inspiring people I have met along this journey... I was able to get this blog up tonight because of Kimberly, I saw her tonight at a booster meeting. I didn't want to go tonight but one it was mandatory and two I've been trying this new thing where I go to things and am mindful of the positive possibilities but no expectations. Anyway back to the blog... I had been struggling to get the website and blog,
up and running, for almost a year now and today, there it was inspiration that led to telling myself... fuck it, let me try this out again and voila here I am. Not sure who will read this but if what I write can help one person then it was all worth it. However, if it doesn't then that's ok too, because I know that it will help me to put this out of my head and onto this medium. #nofucksgiven #depressionsucks #inspirationiseverywhere